Well.....
I knew that the books from the week before hadn't been posted until about 2:30 or 3 pm EST, so I didn't really start to stress until then. Okay, that's a little bit of a lie...I might have been stressed all morning too. ;-) But there was some concern over the fact that even though my date was the 20th, my book was the 4th on the "coming soon" page, which would put it as coming out next week.
That might not have been too much of a problem, except that this is my first ever novel being released. I wanted the day to be special, so I planned a dinner out with my family. Nothing quite like having dinner on the wrong day to foil the plan ;-) They all came down starting at about 4:30 pm, still no book on the website! So I wasn't even sure if I was getting released that day or not.
By the time we left for dinner at 6:10, the books still hadn't been posted, but we decided to celebrate anyway. I am glad we did, I had a fabulous time. My family totally spoiled me with gifts. My mom and sisters gave me a fabulous red metallic (favorite color!) Cross pen and a note that said I should use it to sign all my autographs.
I got flowers from my DH, younger sister and my adorable nephews. My older sister gave me a beautiful necklace that suited me perfectly. My little sister gave me a mug that has the best quote for a writer: "The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams" by Eleanor Roosevelt and a pair of red dichroic glass earrings. My Mum gave me this awesome ceramic tile that says, "Blank page...I shall thwart thee!" My grammy came down for dinner too, even though it was Holy Thursday for her, and she and my dad and his wife paid for all of our dinners. My best friend Daniel gave me a beautiful calligraphy Cross pen with my book title and released date engraved on it.
Honestly, did I get spoiled or what?! Totally spoiled. They really blew me away with their support and thoughtfulness. I felt like a princess for the evening, and let me tell you, everyone should feel like that at least once in their life!
By the time we got back from dinner we though for certain that the books would be up, and I would know one way or the other if my book had been released...but no luck! It was 9 pm by that time, and the site was still showing last week's books!
My friend Dan and I stayed up way too late talking and refreshing the page every ten minutes. The DH fell asleep on the couch while we waited ;-) By 11 something pm, the books still hadn't changed!
I finally gave up, with no idea of what was going on.
I woke up at 3 am, still a little stressed (and annoyed, truth be told....couldn't they at least email us and let us know what's going on?) and checked my email. The publisher emailed with a single line email that said books with a 3/20 release date would be out the morning of 3/21. No mention of why or whathaveyou. All I could think was, Did that mean me? I have a 3/20 release date, but so did 3 other authors, and only three books were getting released, so who was the odd author out?
So it was back to the stress and the waiting.
I was overjoyed when, at about 10:30ish the next morning, the site was finally updated and there was my beautiful cover, along with Heather's and Sandra. /contented sigh. What an awesome moment. The DH and I cheered :)
I never really knew what happened. Our editor emailed and told us that "everything that could have gone wrong, did." and that's all I know. Either way, I am just thrilled to have Dishonorable Intentions finally available for purchase!
-Kat



